02.27.10 i had to lie

i had to lie

i had my doubts i couldn't shake themi wondered how someone could take themso far awaythere was a time when i was a proud andheartless prize to winor to be left for those deserving
i had to lieso still until the way i hoped just disappearedinto the way i feel about youi let my weaknesses grow oldas if i lived to let them go
i decided once invitedi'd make an effort to be someone like youwith nothing to proveyou take a light you make it brighti don't think about how long this timei don't ask why